Welcome to Recovery, Light, and Life... I am Chris Epson and I'm in recovery from pornography and sex addiction. I know there are people who believe that those are not addictions, but just choices. And that's true...poor choice after poor choice after poor choice...will inevitably become that thing which robs us of our ability to choose. So I can affirm that they are, in fact, addictions, as insidious and dark as any addiction to drugs, alcohol, gambling, or anything else. At least they become so for me. I struggled with this on and off for over fifty years, and at the rock bottom of my struggle I had lost my ability to choose...I was "past feeling". But I was saved, literally. And to go from darkness to light has been the greatest blessing of my life. I am married to an amazing, very forgiving wife, Marilyn. We have two grown children, Kristen and Adam, and six awesome grandchildren. We are both from Cali
"Your worth is set. Everything else is just experience." Amy...on "Unashamed Unafraid" "Remember the worth of souls is great in the sight of God." Doctrine and Covenants 18:10 I'm kind of picky about my car...I like to keep it clean. It's frustrating sometimes! We go through the carwash, get nice and clean, maybe even vacuum the interior. Dry it off, use some tire shine on the tires, and really detail it. Man, it's almost like new! But...it just doesn't last. As soon as I drive it to work and it sits outside in the parking lot for eight hours, and then after the trip home on the freeway, it's dusty, if not not dirty. It was clean for one day...maybe less! Even if I keep it locked in the garage, there is still a layer of dust that settles on it, and in no time it could be washed again. And if it rains just a little bit, I end up with a car covered in brown spots. Ugh! This is why I pay a monthly fee for